WHY DIDNT ANYONE TELL ME?

hey everyone. im so sorry i havent been up 2 date with my blog.anyway back to todays post.well you see, im a single mom and no-one told me that it was going to be this hard.forget the late nights and shit,WHY DIDNT ANYONE TELL ME ABOUT THE DEPRESSION.i thought im going to come home and have this bundle of joy in my arms all the time.no-one told me that im going to feel asif i dont want to be near my baby and dont forget the constant crying,no not from the baby, from me! i mean my mother and the people on tv make it look so easy.damn they fooled me.and to top it all off im to scared to tell anyone because of the shame i would feel coz everyone would know im not a good mother.im so glad that the post-portem-depression blew over and so glad that when i eventually spoke up all the other mothers went through the same thing.sheeew.im glad it was a normal thing to go through!anyway my thumb is sore now coz im blogging from my cell-phone. oh and sorry for my punctuation in my blog.thats the way i type-with a cellphone.anyhow gotta go. toodles. till next time.

WHY DIDNT ANYONE TELL ME?

hey everyone. im so sorry i havent been up 2 date with my blog.anyway back to todays post.well you see, im a single mom and no-one told me that it was going to be this hard.forget the late nights and shit,WHY DIDNT ANYONE TELL ME ABOUT THE DEPRESSION.i thought im going to come home and have this bundle of joy in my arms all the time.no-one told me that im going to feel asif i dont want to be near my baby and dont forget the constant crying,no not from the baby, from me! i mean my mother and the people on tv make it look so easy.damn they fooled me.and to top it all off im to scared to tell anyone because of the shame i would feel coz everyone would know im not a good mother.im so glad that the post-portem-depression blew over and so glad that when i eventually spoke up all the other mothers went through the same thing.sheeew.im glad it was a normal thing to go through!anyway my thumb is sore now coz im blogging from my cell-phone. oh and sorry for my punctuation in my blog.thats the way i type-with a cellphone.anyhow gotta go. toodles. till next time.